Happy... Excited...
They said that opportunities knocks only once. True. I'm just not sure if I wanted "that" to knock on mine. I know I don't sound practical. In denial even, because I know it will happen sooner or later and stalling maybe won't work this time (or i will never hear the end of it).
I was like 50% happy to explore the "unknown" and 50% reluctant to leave my comfort zone. I like where I am now. But i know I couldn't argue with that because "practicality" will always win. And its selfish to think only of myself when I have other responsibilities. I also know that I'm being difficult when they only want whats best for me.
Sure they said its will always be my call but why does it feel like the choice will not be mine to make?( and why does this entry feels like me reasoning out to myself???).
Growing up really sucks sometimes.
But we all need to do what we have to do.
Mood: Cofused, Excited (sort of), Resigned...
Song: Dare you to move
